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[05 Aug 2005|12:04am] |
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Last night I saw you
First time since we broke up
I tell you baby
It all came back to me
When I looked into your eyes there was something more
That I never really noticed before
Could it be?
That I was wrong
I was so wrong
When I realized
And turned around and you were gone
Chorus
If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it
It hurts so much
I want to tell you I changed for you
But I don't know what to say or do
We grew apart but I still want you in my heart
I believe it's time to make a new start
Could it be that I was wrong
And I was so wrong
When I realized and turned around and you were gone
Repeat Chorus
It's a thing
I want you
I want you back
Will you turn around and walk away
From me
It's a shame
I want you back
With me
Believe
Repeat Chorus
And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you really want me too?)
And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me too?)
And if I say I want you back (Want you back)
And if you say you want me too (I need you by my side)
And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me back?)
(Fades Out)
i guess thats the song stuck in my head and for what reason im incredibly happy so y do i feel like i dont deserve u or deserve happiness i dont deserve a damn thing in my life damn me to hell!
2day was crazy workin and pier jumpin chillin wit people that i never see and being away from it all i feel like shit i hurt so bad my back is all fucked up
So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive" Do you lash out and say: "How dare you leave this way" Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly loosing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry
as i lay me down to sleep... i pray that ill actually sleep i doubt it
<3ERIC<3
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[14 Mar 2005|10:44am] |
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haha luke what are we makin... whos nicks mom? lol were makin shirts hahaha lmao lukie i luv u u make me smile lol haha FUCK YO NACHOS! lol xoxox text me ass
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[14 Feb 2005|10:17am] |
Beach Park teen dies of injuries
Published February 14, 2005
A Beach Park man whose car smashed head-on into a tree last week died Sunday from injuries he received in the accident, authorities said.
Michael Stice, 18, of the 38300 block of North North Shore Avenue was pronounced dead at 9:47 a.m. Sunday at Advocate Lutheran General Hospital in Park Ridge, a medical examiner's spokesman said.
Stice was northbound on Sheridan Road in Beach Park about 7 a.m. Friday when he lost control and his car crashed into the tree, said Lt. Thomas Braze of the Lake County Sheriff's Office. He was taken by helicopter to the hospital Friday, Braze said.
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[14 Dec 2004|11:04pm] |
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i finally finished my stupid paper hell fricken yea n its only 11 meanin i get 2 go to skewl on time and i get to go to sleep right now! well sorta i gotta call lee first... i talked 2 heather 2day shes kewl as hell! i cant wait to get to know her better! she was tellin me how nasty nicks gf britney is! haha thats funny as all hell!! i gotta find my other unbroken camera soo i can take hella pics o like every second! i went to uscellular with nicole 2day... i have a feelin glen will never leave me alone now though tear all well i guess!!! hmm work was straight not much fun i just wanted 2 get outa there lol again im bogus right jay haha.... i had a million and one things to do when i got home and ive managed 2 get it all done except my paper wont print can we say SHIT!i found out from brians journal fuckin mando is home thanks guys fuck u 4 that one no joke!! grr i was pissed nicole is evil i luv it !!! funny anyways im tryin 2 get thru the week in one pice friday finals nicole my house 3 pm not a second later or ur ass is in soo much trouble no joke were attemptin 2 see jamie cuz we luv her!
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[14 Dec 2004|09:02am] |
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I need new pics sooo whos comin to chill with me and take pics!!! nikki? ashley? becky? hmm who else is on my wall... ok new pics jamie amanda??? its on lol im takin sooo many pics be warned!
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[14 Dec 2004|08:26am] |
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work was interestin! i didnt feel good at all really i had to sit down 4 a min so i didnt throw up!! yea then lee picked me up cuz im lazy and i dont wanna put gas in my car which i had to earlier 2day tear!! my english paper is due tomarow meanin kds cramin 2night or im not goin to school hahah shh anyways lee picked me up and we went to his house i felt bad bcuz his mom is sooo sad hes movin into his dads bcuz its closer to school and easier on him seeing its like 10mins away from school and at his moms its like 30mins yea so i see why its hard on him! he has court 2day meanin my baby aint at school... hopefully hell come see me when i get home! yea friday im attemptin 2 go see jamie cheer but im not promisin anything! im makin nicole come with me but i have to go to uscellular with her 2day! yea itll be great cuz i luv JAMIE lol anyways i work again 2night 5-9 ive been in the rzone its great its sooo nice bein over there!!! yea and blah! im excited i got into eastern thats sooo great! but im pretty sure im gonna go to monmouth with liz then ill know her and ill have a friend plus i wanna cheer there lets refrase that im going to cheer there!! and she wants to and we want to be in the sorority 2gether! well have soo much fun in pleasentville hahah jk i swear we'll make it color majorly if thats the case! but yea im still keepin my options open! but im goin away no matter what 4sho... well im gonna go i think till i think of more things to write outa boerdum! later
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